mute me!

..just mute me..
2007/09/24
need inspiration...
the ink still wet..
and i still can't figure out what to write..
there's a lot things i want to tell..
but seems it can't go out that well..

is writing really this hard?
can't i just skip this part?

i need inspiration..
above all that vision...

the ink still wet..
and i still have nothing on the paper yet...
posted by mini.me @ 10:29   0 comments

2007/09/23
a little way to make life better..
a fright lingers on me...
humming an unwritten wish..
hoping it will make me feel much better...

there's nothing i should afraid of...
the light has been already turn on,
and there's nothing more shadow in the corner of my mind...
darkness may not chase me till this point... do they?

a little way to make life better..
a hum.. a smile.. and the light from the chandelier..
singing a lullaby to make through the night..
erasing the nightmare that keep me open wide..

a big black hole you can never miss..
there's no way i can run faster than this....

....a little way to make life better....
close my eyes.. and go to sleep...
posted by mini.me @ 16:43   0 comments

2007/09/22
alert...!?
a warning?
or just another usual dream?

...i felt uneasy since i got up this morning.......
hope there's nothing bad happened...
posted by mini.me @ 10:47   0 comments

2007/09/21
old letters from the past

I opened my old files and found these craps... ^^ i was so melancolist back then.. It's waaaaay in the past.. it's a long long time ago that i feel embarrassed of my own...

Speechless,,

I opened my eyes and realize,

Of what I can memorize,

It wasn’t a dream at all,

Autumn leaves never came to fall.

Even I keep denying it,

Reality just pushed me over,

Time has changed everything,

Even I felt that I haven’t move a bit.

Speechless,,

I can tell by the unsaid words,

Noticing the moment missed,

Ruining the puzzle which almost completed.

Then the time has changed everything,

Everything but me.


Ever since then,

I try to make another perspective,

Of what I should see not just what I feel.

You can’t protect what you don’t actually have,

You can’t have things that don’t belongs to you,

You just don’t have the right,

So be it.

What can make people wise?

What can make people mature?
Pain, hurt, sadness, betrayal, it is.

So be it.

posted by mini.me @ 18:57   0 comments

2007/09/09
thank you....
surprised..
by the present that given to me..
and can't bare to feel relieve...
posted by mini.me @ 17:18   2 comments

2007/09/03
the nights parade
midnight or dawn...
you can't tell the different..
standing in the crowd..
and found out that your heart still cold..
you're alone somehow..
cause no one seems embrace the weakness of your soul..
and i look in the mirror watch your reflection crying...
i woke up and feel pretty damn same...

let's switch place..
cause you belong here..
cause you that everyone dream about..
let's switch place..
cause i prefer running away to the darkness..
cause i can't feel anything but emptiness..

i did everything too hard on me..
it's not fair if i do the same with everyone else..
for me.. it's seems clear enough to explain everything..

give into me some faith...
to keep strong..
to keep hanging there..

May God give me mercy of all i did..
and answer the prayer i whisper at nights....
posted by mini.me @ 11:22   0 comments

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